Feeling EXTREMELY down :-( Please leave some much needed answers/advice!?

Well I have been in a similar way. You don't want your grades to suffer but you need to have fun. I would quit the tutor job and get me a job with other young people. Then I would find some girls to hang out with ( the good kind not the slutty ones) and go hang out. Stay away from parties since you don't like that type. Hang out with your girls and be available but don't act available. Don't go out trying to find someone. If one of your friends wants to set you up on a date go for it. Always keep in your mind that you are the most important and that you will decide if that person is worth dating, not the other way around. I noticed when I went out looking for a date cause I was lonely I didn't have many dates and the ones that I had didn't work at all. When I started hanging out with my friend and we started doing things and I felt that I didn't need a guy to make me happy I had guys constantly ringing my phone off the hook. I would have 15 guys at one time wanting to go out or hang out with me. So I chose the ones that I liked and didn't like and finally I met the guy that I feel in love with and now I am 33 weeks pregnant. Don't go looking for love, let love come to you hun. It will, I promise.